i found an abandoned paddle boat today. three stories tall, mostly gutted. spooked a herd of deer walking up to it. we stared eachother down as i got closer, until the biggest one stomped her foot at me. i stomped back and they bolted.

i love the outside (:. i hate the people who throw trash in the forest ):<.

its actually crazy what happens to your depression when you work out, meet your nutritional needs, and practice basic cbt skills. i still have that shit but my baseline mood is much better. like damn why do they make pills for this . like you take the pill and it doesnt even fix your depression it just gives you more issues on top. look at this spider i found in my room. pretty girl please have lots of baby spiderlings so they may eat up all the crickets.

sigh ... never beating the insanity allegations ...

moved furniture and burned trash wit my ~.daddy.~ today !!! she is so helpful thank you. we ate spam. yay. my gooncave has now transcended its former glory and has become heaven on mf earth . i love my gooncave i love hiding from mental patients in my beautiful sludgehaven.

fucked up that my roommate is denying my first ammendment right to freedom of association by bringing my personality disordered exgf into the house literally almost every day. mostly at peace wit it but her visceral mental illness triggers my fucking fight or flight .

i worked for 13 hrs str8 yesterday. yay overtime. i love going to work in my little grease chamber everyday being poked and prodded to see if i'm promotion material.

finally got this fucking python script to work ! yay post formatter ! didn't mean to spend all day staring at blue light but fuck it.